July 30, 2004
Artists At Work
In the midst of the long, long drought that is Stephanie having no cable internet access, I (Tracey) offer you these:
I am addicted to your story and loved the photos, you are alot like me and I find myself finding solace in you. I have three wonderful children and one of them is two and a half. Her name is Taylor, and she too, wakes me up with no loves or kisses or I love you mommy, " I want juice or open this now Mommy" that is all I get in the early morning hours...I am right there with you. And, If that isn't enough, I still have one more week til school starts for the other two, they are eating me out of house and home and even if i take them every day to the candy or toy store, they still want more and more and more and say that they are bored and no one loves them and they get nothing, and their friends have this and that, I feel like I am going in sane most of the time. Night time does not come quick enough, I stay up too late to hear the peace and quiet, just to be tired the next day to put up with them all the same the day after day after day. I ask, Is there ever an end to any of this??? I take a nerve pill, drink my coffee and keep on going, school starts in a week, if only I can get to Tuesday.........
Posted by: Tracy at August 11, 2004 11:25 PMI also wanted to add, you are a magnificent writer with the detail that you plug in it makes the visuals so demanding and the reader almost puts herself there in the room with you. I enjoy just sitting here reading and nourishing the fact that I am not the only person who has these feelings and thoughts about life in general...bravo!
Posted by: Tracy at August 11, 2004 11:32 PMIf another night goes by that i cant tell you how amazing you are ,my heart will bleed for days only to share one more moment that transends this life you and I have been born to thanks be to god for this time with you.
gregory